suppose to choose a ministry to go for cath class. i was interested in children and teen cathetist.. but, im not choosen cause there's too many pple who wants to be in it. i didnt want to join anything to do with singing.. so in the end, im left with... canteen cleaning.. so from july onwards, i'll be washing dishes in the canteen. but i feel that its like such a waste of time. and plus, im taking os this year.

i tried studying for ss and chinese today.
but i only manage to memorise 1 chapter of ss ONLY and of course read the chinese bk mdm heng asked us to read. im feeling really really really full and bloated. i sure did put on alot of weight the past few weeks! alright. enough of eating, im back to my old eating habits, STARVING MYSELF! :D

you're the one who spoilt the dam laptop.
you're the one who made me follow his instruction to solve the prob.
and now you're saying or making it seem like im the one who spoilt your laptop.
you're the one who gave so much trouble thats why i cant do the things i was asked to do.
now you call him and tell him " she dont know how to do la, ask her do she show temper.. "
WTH, you the one who messed up everything..
and now you freaking put the blame on me.
so the next time your dam laptop breaks down, DONT ASK ME TO HELP YOU. just because you dont understand the instructions given/dont know what to do..
dam you.
dam you.
dam you.

TWO more days
TWO more days
TWO more days

yesterday, went to macs to STUDY ytd with zhi (:
a birthday party filled with KIDS was being held there.
those kids (sec 1/p6) are REALLY noisy until zhi hadto tell them to shut up. but, i suppose they didnt get what zhi said and continued making irritating noises. haha
i continued studying my bio. and bio is really very very un-understandable! argh. taught zhi physics ;moments. and she took really long to understand it. haha.

oh ya! not forgetting that 2 guys who were sitting beside us. one of the guy was really funny! he was saying funny things that we cant help it but to laugh at his "jokes" they came to macs to play tic-tac-toe and do magic with poker cards. haha. that guy who was doing funny things was also kind of embarassed by those kids at the party. haha. those kids called him asshole and also pointed middle finger before they left macs. haha!

funny guy: how old are you?
kid: 11.. 12..
kid: asshole
funny guy: im not a donkey. hahahaha

we left macs at abt 7.30pm. walk zhi to her bus stand and i walk home after that! was craving for roasted chestnuts.. but when i reached the stall.. everything was sold out.. but nevermind! i've just saved 5 dollars :D

today.. i had melted mars bar with muffin this morning! the muffin really tasted weird so i though of adding melted mars bar to it (: its delicious! haha. alright. i was to watch my 王子变青蛙(:


"One time, when I was about six years old, my grandma took me to a carnival. It was a hot day, so a lot of people had brought their dogs. I was playing with my balloon animal when my grandma said "Look, it's a German Shepherd." I turned but saw only a big brown dog. I was disappointed that I had missed a German guy with a cane and a couple of sheep."

i think if im young and my grandma told me there a german shephard.. i will also think that its a german shephard and not a dog! haha :D

toh: how did you feel when you all got a silver?
me: dont know.. numb?
( i sprouted rubbish.. i was actually really disappointed and sad) dont know why i said numb.. )
toh: numb? can i poke you?
haha. he's funny.

toh spoke to us after sch. he wasnt angry or what with us. he was kind of contented (:
he said aglapta was good ever though its out of tune. said many comforting words.. yups.
"failure is good for your souls"
thats what he said. i think it makes sense. you know you've failed so you'll work harder and better the next time to make sure you succeed! (:
oh well. at least he's still staying! yeah (: looking forward to make more wonderful and great music with him :D

life is so not 顺 for me now a days. got so many problem(s)..
the sch just called my dad to ask him to pay for my o level fees.. stupid sch.. didnt sign that giro form?! and now you ask me to give you a cheque.. argh. alright.. its getting late. i want to sleep and bath! :D

4 more days to MYE!!!


misunderstandings,
misunderstandings,
misunderstandings ,
misunderstandings ,
misunderstandings ,
misunderstandings,
only
misunderstandings.

didnt feel like studying so i went youtube-ing (:
watched s.h.e new mv, zhong guo hua (: and i kind of like that song.
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school.. nothing much happened. all i remembered is that my table was super super super messy and filled up with worksheets, past year papers and all my pens. oh i was irritated too. dont know why. stress i think. 5 more days to MYE and i haven really studied. i am really super not prepared for MYE or even os.. im going crazy! argh.
good news: i pass my bio test on reproduction of plants! (: congradulation to meeeeeeee :D hahaalright. i shall go study cum eat dinner cum watch mvs (: BYEBYE

it has been a very sleepy day. every lessons i had, i WILL "accidentally" doze off.

AND, i love today's weather :D its so cooling..... cold..... comfortable.... (:

this morning, miss tan and miss loh talked to us. telling us what toh thinks and said, and that we alrd did our best, bla bla.. that talk really make me tear.. i was actually okay.. recovering from the fact that we got a sliver. until this morning's talk. oh well.

my phone rang during english lesson!

i was half awake doing the compre juju gave us. until i heard " ti ti ti.. ti ti ti.. ti ti ti.. " and i found out its my phone! so quickly i woke up and switch off my phone.. phew.. luckily, juju was not in class. if not, i'll be enjoying RTC's aircon. haha. oh and why did my phone ring? its because i forgot to disabled my alarm clock.

6 more days to stupid MYE

what money cant buy (:

the seniors gave their really really really best and effort.. but we, the sac choir only manage to clinch a sliver for SFY this year..... its really... sad ): the hundreds of hours of practices is all kind of wasted. our aim was a gold with honour.. i dont really want to see toh ard. dont want to see his reaction or what. he's dissappointed i think. SIGH.

whats done cannot be undone. but its really dissappointing. its my last year in SFY and sac choir and we got a sliver... oh well. the main thing now is to focus on my mids and the trip (if toh still want us to go).. and not forgeting...we're toh's first choir that got sliver.. sorry mr toh..

after 6 long hours, i finally manage to find a cute pic for my new blog skin!
and yes. finally im updating this long forgotten blog. haha.
i;ve got choir tmr! TWO more days to SFY!
choir, JIAYOU! put in your super duper best for this 2 days (:

our aim: GOLD WITH HONEST!

after months and months of cravings for kimchi, i finally get to eat kimchi!! my mummy bought kimchi and kimchi taste really great! haha

oh my kimchi :D



yups. today we got syf rehearsal at VCH. hmm. not very good. as usual we were out of tune, bla bla bla. same old problems.
oh well. it was also kind of an exchange programe too, with dunman choir.
dunman is good. why cant sac be like them? haha.
toh scolded us ALOT during the rehearsal..
the rehearsal was bad enough alrd..

when we reached school..
we got even more scolding from the dam teachers..
got scolded for folding skirts? not putting on name tag?
blah even accused the choir being desprate... said we got distracted during reheasal by the dunman boys... wth

HELLO BLAH. WE FREAKING DIDNT LA. SO DONT ACCUSE US! EVERYTIME SCOLDING US FOR THIS AND THAT. WHY DONT YOU TRY STANDING IN OUR SHOES AND SING??? DOESNT MEAN YOU'RE OUR CHOIR TEACHER YOU CAN ACCUSE US FOR THE THINGS WE DIDNT DO...

another one.. blah..
HELLO, THE SEC 4s DIDNT DO STRETCHING TILL THE EXTEND OF SHOWING OUR BELLIES/FLESH... ITS ONLY SOME OF THE PEOPLE SHOWING, NOT EVERYBODY. SO PLS DO NOT ACCUSE US!

BLAH.. YOU DIDNT EVEN GO FOR THE SYF REHEARSAL. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AND YOU STARTED REPRIMANDING US. WHAT SPOILED SAC REPUTATION? WHAT BE PROUD OF OUR SCHOOL? HELLO, WHAT REPUTATION DOES SAC HAVE? AND WHO IS EVER PROUD OF SAC? I DONT EVEN WANT PPLE TO KNOW IM IN SAC. DAM.

since we are so "not perfect", WHY NOT YOU PEOPLE TAKE OVER OUR PLACE AND PARTICIPATE IN SYF???
argh. enough of cursing.. i really cant stand them la.

after all thoses rubbish scolding session, went to the bubble tea shop to have lunch with zhi and krys. ate my skippy peanut butter with bread :D hahahha. alright. i need to do hw. BYE

pics my sis took in hawaii...